Thanks so much for your reply. It was as though you were inside my head in parts!! I am indeed already painted as a troublemaker, and have been from the very first moment I attended my first meeting as a councillor, last May. The chair and clerk absolutely can't hide the animosity they have toward me, and the clerk is manipulating one of the other councillors to fire the bullets she crafts. The first point, question, after I'd delivered my piece was from this councillor, who asked how the committee would be administered by an 'already overworked part-time staff'. Of all the things to bring up, she goes with that ??!! At least I know I'm not imagining the issues, I'm not just being paranoid. Its still very damaging to ones mental health, if I were to let it get to me. I am growing a thick skin, these people are so awful, so blatant, it is beginning to just roll off me now !